Things are, for the most part, settled and somewhat back to normal. Part of my problem is that when I am worried/depressed, I don't eat. So, for the last five days this is exactly what I have had to eat: one roast beef sandwich and one double cheeseburger. Not exactly what you call a healthy habit, I know, but I can't help it, I just can't eat when I am upset. Teetz thinks I am a big weirdo, because when most people are depressed they eat a lot. I just don't, and I guess I've already lost a lot of weight because people at work noticed today. That's no good. But Drake and I went to this Chinese place we like and I had a pretty good meal, so hopefully my body will be back to normal pronto.
Not much else to report. Florida one the NCAA championship and that makes me sad. Oh well. Next year has got to be better than this tourney.
Teetz is going to the University of Washington. I know I did a post on this earlier and how I feel like he and Britt are the other 2/3 of me sometimes, and I still mean it. They get me better than anyone else in the world, aside from my momma and Drake. I am so happy for him because I know he is going to do so awesome in school and have an amazing career and all that, but saying goodbye to your best friend is never easy and it is something I am not looking forward too. On the bright side though, I will get to visit him in Seattle, and I have never been there before. *Sigh*
I move into my new place in a couple weeks and I am so excited. Mom is making curtains I think and the new apt is going to be fun and girlie and the stove will not be disgusting because it will actually be cleaned after each use. For graduation my grandpa had given me some cookbooks so when Drake comes to visit over the summer (he will be home in Illinois) we can have real food that I actually made. I am so excited to have my own place. I can't wait.
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Hey I can relate. Losing Davey is heartbreak city. But he's great at keeping in touch and as much as it blows, time never seems to pass with him. he's always the same great friend.
When you get your new place you should take pics and post them.. I wanna see :)
PS: Can I ask what is making you so upset? Not eating is a scary sign of depression.
I couldn't agree more, even if we're just hanging out at his apartment, sometimes I don't even know where the time has gone and it's three hours later than I thought. We will just have to fly out to Seattle to see him (and for me, I need to see every place Kurt Cobain ever went. I am crazy in love with Nirvana.)
I will definitely post pictures of the new place, even though most people haven't seen where I live now. Mostly, I don't want people to see it, I live two doors down from a crack house I think. Also, there are always cops sitting in the church parking lot across the street. I may have to put the pictures on Facebook though, because lately when I have tried to post pictures here it won't let me. It might be my computer though.
I will send you a message on Facebook to talk about the other stuff, I just don't want to post it for any random Joe Schmoe to see, cool?
Love you, darling.
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